I’m in an odd mood

I’ve got a lot on my mind tonight.

Finances, which I’ll keep personal.

I’m feeling lonely on different levels.  Not that it really needs to be said, but I miss the companionship of being in a relationship. I know it will happen eventually, but it is still somewhat depressing nonetheless. I have my good friends JJ and Richard, and Robbie, but it’s sometimes difficult to get together and do stuff. I don’t quite know how to explain my lonliness, but it’s there.

I’ve got a lot of projects I want to tackle this summer, foremost on my mind is earning more money though. I’ll get my big check from the district in a few weeks, but I have to make it last. I have my lessons, but that’s only $60 a week. My Music Camp money won’t arrive until mid and late July. I want to get my e-commerce off the ground, but I’m worried that the initial startup costs might bog me down too much.

I am intrigued by the prospect of doing video blogs, but I couldn’t bring myself to create one tonight.

I should go to bed.